Love Life

25 May

the above video made me cried for a solid one hour. It’s so sad to watch this whole documentary. 

Am feeling so vexed about stuff recently and everything just doesn’t seems to be going well. This whole week has been a very tiring week for me. There is absolutely nothing that i would wish/like to do once i get home. All i wanted was to lie down on my bed and say hi to lala land. This is such a complete waste of life. Boo.. :( Anyway, the video is worth watching. Go watch it now! :)  

After watching the video i totally feel blessed to be able to do so much stuff and have so many many lovely friends around me. Well, at least we get to live the life just the way we want it. This alone should make us all feel contented already. Unfortunately, humans are generally greedy and would often take things for granted. This leads me to the below: 

Have i ever mentioned how much i HATE people who basically likes to complaint and never seems to know how to appreciate things around us. Read Xiaxue’s blog this afternoon and i TOTALLY HATE all those people who left nasty comments and even resort to personal attacks on her. I mean, guys.. if you really dislike her or disapprove her then all you need to do is to scroll to the ‘x’ and click it! By doing that, you can save yourself from embarrassment. All the guys that got their face featured on Xiaxue’s blog totally deserve it. If you dare to do whatever you did, then you shouldn’t be ashamed of having it pointed out! Kudos to Xiaxue! I personally quite like her, she’s not big-headed despite her being famous and she’s real in a sense that she’s very straightforward with her feelings and thoughts!

And yes, embarrassment! By putting people down would definitely not make you any superior instead it will only make you look stupid! I would never understand how can anyone find joy in insulting people or people who just basically enjoys whining and complaining. Wouldn’t the world be a better place if everyone were to be nice and kind to one another? Really HATE seeing and hearing about complaints and they never ever seems to be satisfied about anything at all. For instance, people often demand for the moon, even when they are only paying peanuts out of the whole thing. Sadly, they will never ever think from the service provider point of view. Has anyone of you ever calculated the cost that might be incurred and the main objective of providing that particular something. SO STOP thinking that you should get the moon if you had only paid peanuts for the whole thing.

GOLDEN RULE: APPRECIATE & BE THANKFUL!

Ok… I don’t even know why I am so affected by all these. Heh, bye!

Avoiding

30 Mar

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To Tell You The Truth, I’ve Just Been Avoiding Everything. 

With ages come responsibility. To tell you the truth, i am still at lost with the direction i want to take in my life. I do not know what kind of a future do i wanna be in. Looking for a job itself it’s already such a big problem for me. As much as i want to be in the events industry, there don’t seems to be any openings for it. I do miss being in the events industry but i do not fancy the idea of having to step into the line for 2 years and then getting out of it for a more stable timing job so that i can pursue my part-time degree after 2 yrs of working and having adequate savings. Now now now, i know i can work at the same time while pursuing my part time degree with a bank loan. However folks. i still need to payoff my poly fees before i am able to take up another loan so that i am not in any risk of not being able to cope with my all the debts or whatever it’s called. 

Being an adult is so tough, turning into 21 is not such a fanciful idea after all. I want to be a capable person who is capable of being independent and no more a mummy/daddy girl. I want to have my decisions be respected and not rejected. Once in a while, i do feel like i am back at my rebellious age whereby i really hate whatever my parents advised. I love them, but i need a bit more space to think about what i really want in my life. 

I once had a dream in performing arts, but you said that’s not an iron rice bowl.

I wanna be a teacher, but you said i’m wasting my diploma. 

I wanna be in the events industry, but i can’t cope with the long hours if i were to take up a part time degree course. 

Many times i have questioned myself… should i just step into the hotel industry and forget about the events industry or teacher… 

Taking baby steps now, am not going to give any more thoughts. 

Good night world! 

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Frustrated

6 Feb

Am feeling frustrated. It’s been close to one and  a half month and yet I am still at home without a job. Getting frustrated over it. Sending resumes and getting no replies; this is getting on my nerve! Why on earth is it so hard to find a job? Oh god.. wonder how long this will go on.

Chinese New Year

1 Feb

How’s everyone’s chinese new year? Somehow everybody seems to be in a mad rush for this year’s new year. Yup… therefore my family too are in a rush from place to place. Nonetheless, love the gathering with my relatives and friends. Just completed my final round of house visiting yesterday! Amazingly enough, i have not been involved in any form of gambling for this year though i have been heavily involved in alcohol drinking. ;) Since new year is over and done with now, it’s time for my dear body to lose some fats! Hope everybody had fun in this year’s new year! Wishing everyone a prosperous year ahead! Some pictures below!

My Tumblr

26 Jan

Hello Peeps,

Welcome to my Tumblr page as below:

http://averyordinarygirl.tumblr.com/

Didn’t really gave anyone my tumblr address before. But it’s a little space that i enjoy a lot where i can spazz over CNBlue esp Jung Yong Hwa and it’a a little space where I reblog some awesome photos and quotes.

So enjoy people! :)

CNBLUE’s New Song!

10 Jan

 

Where You Are

I’m breaking down I am screaming out
My time is running out What do I do now
Oh, give up? Or stand up? I don’t know.
I wanna break the spell now

I’m drowning now,
叫びはもう 輝くこと 忘れた月のようさ
sakebi wa mou kagayaku koto wasureta tsuki no you sa
(The screams.. are almost like a moon that forget to shine)
Somewhere lady, look and smile at me. Yeah-

I’m searching where you are
Oh, shining down on me from where you are
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby
Oh, please touch my body and my face

I’m searching where you are
Can you see what I need is where you are
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby
You know when I can be where you are
Only then I willl shine bright

I’m tumbling down, I’m falling apart
My time is running out What do I do now
Oh, give up? Or stand up? I don’t know.
I wanna break the spell now

落ちてく I’m losing myself
ochite ku I’m losing myself
(I’m falling.. I’m losing myself)
震える手を 日の当たる場所へと
furueru te wo hi no ataru basho eto
(I’ll bring my shivering hand to the place that the sun lights up)
Somewhere lady, look and smile at me. Yeah-

I’m searching where you are
Oh, shining down on me from where you are
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby
Oh, please touch my body and my face

I’m searching where you are
Can you see what I need is where you are
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby
You know when I can be where you are
Only then I willl shine bright

ゆがんだ世界の  かすんだ空だとしても
yuganda.. sekai no kasunda.. sora dato shitemo
(Even if this twisted world is veiled under the sky)
鳥のように
tori no you ni..
(Like a bird..)
I’m searching where you are right now, until we fly high!!

I’m searching where you are
Oh, shining down on me from where you are
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby
Oh, please touch my body and my face

I’m searching where you are
Can you see what I need is where you are
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby
You know when I can be where you are
Only then I will shine
Only then I will shine
Only then I will shine.. bright

Only then I willl shine bright
Only then I willl shine bright

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*disclaimer: lyrics are transcribed and translated only by listening.
any differences from the real lyrics is inevitable.

Lyrics Transcribed & Translated by: @mi_malice @cnblackyong@ketchburning | @happytmg | @heich_ http://cnbluestorm.com/2012/01/09/audiolyricstrans-where-you-are/

Whee! Awesome! CNBLUE is back with a new song. Always love listening to their songs. Have I mentioned how awesome Jung Yong Hwa’s voice is?! Mad love his voice~! I’ll never get tired listening to their song! <3

CNBLUE Daebak! <3 <3 <3

CNBLUE Jjiang!

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